Sad.............

Don't know whats got into me lately....have these kinda weird feelings of unsecure.....not just plainly but like afraid of the way the prince is treating me....not that I am annoying..,but....I don't know....I am speechless.....maybe I am just a very disturbing plank that disturbs him working....probably....maybe thats why.....
Anyway.......so sad that one of my BF's is changing lately....not that I am being judgemental but true enough I don't know whats got into her...I mean she use to be like tha adviser among us or like the bulb in our brain side but then all of the sudden its the opposite of it....I mean there is this guy she like but I am not being aggresive or what its just that the whole world know he is such a good tricker....,even a brainiac could get trap in his trick and stuffs....I dont know....maybe its me....definitely....something is wrong with me lately....weird feelings....
Its still not weird enough to ruin my work and new year mood.....no way....gotta keep happy...yup....YEAH!!!!!but the heart is so CONFUSE.....=.="

Well....now I am standing at a junction deciding the way to go...not that I am lost but waiting for that BLADDERING HIGH SCHOOL RESULT.Though its like a joy and nail bitting situation,but I am really starting to miss my friends....not to mention my debate team and band!I can't help thinking aboout them..especially A.L. and Leka...I miss them more than I though...
SERIOUSLY!!!and teacher VV,I love her the most....I know school is so obnoxious to me...,but two things that made my high school life interesting is Band and Debate...its like part of the family is missing....so its very hard to move on without their voices and support...

Anyway...I really really miss my hubby...hope he doesn't forget me....really....I wish to celebrate birthday together but he just never calls or leave a message....I am really worried sick...cs I really really LOVE HIM....

Anyway....new year new start....KEEP MOVING FOWARD!!! giving up is a no to everything...
SUCESS IS BORN BY FAILURE!