Confuse....

I really don't know what I did wrong....its just that we are so near but yet our lives keep us too busy to make a call....if not working then we are all totally wipe out to call....felt so sorry for his b'day....trully.....I wish one thing in the whole wide world that is His Call just one will do...I really dont ask for much.....I really wish I can share the star view every night with him...it is just so incredible....so beautiful..its undescrible....I so wanted to share that with him...
Anyway....so happy to have my BF and my good friends around....love them...we go out to lunch twice and makes me feel like we are young adults already....wahahahaha......but still I am quite worry about one of my BF.....maybe this is the time for her to just settle down and maybe one day her eyes will trully open....I dont know...I'll pray....
Well it seems that I really really miss band,debate and my chinese drama collegeus....really....trully miss all of it 100%.....I miss the time we practise,share,laugh even when we are scolded during prac its like it is craved in my heart and memory.....suddenly I feel like time flies to fast....it doesnt give us more time to keep this lovable moment or a chance for us to just stay there...and together just refresh everything that is sweet together.....time is so cruel.....its like a memorywashing machine...such evil...I just dnt knw why.....