UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I actually finished so called ''High School" ....can't believe it actually....just hope that my results will not end up as a trash.... 5 years of hard war......the hard times and the good times.....so glad I am leaving those idiots behind who probably don't even
have a qualification in being a teacher....HATE THEM SO MUCH!!!!
Unfortunately...I am leaving...wahahaha...
Anyway...the hardest thing for me to leave behind is my debate team ...seriously...there are 3 of us in a team and 2 of us is leaving....and the team needs the 3 of us in order to form a strong team....sure that a junior can be trained but nothing compare to the bonds and moments the 3 of
us shared....its just so hard to let go.... and I will really trully miss my debate
teachers.....We all 4 of us have the greatest time ever and I'll never forget those memories....undescribable....

In the mean time....can't help feeling happy that the SLUT is loosing more and more
friends...that will teach her a lesson not to spoil other people's friendship and she seriously need
a an ATTITUDE MAKEOVER....SERIOUSLY... maybe now she knows that she needs to
mind her own shit bussiness....so damn hate her.....what a plastic... COLD,HARD,PLASTIC... I
really don't understand why she wants to act so proudly and beat her self back with her own pride and try to find another character to act again just to cover her mistake...don't understand why she never quit doing that and why she just can't accept her mistake ,correct it and just move on....I mean she thinks the world has to suit her...she does..seriously..which I really can't stand her character and attitude.....what kind of bladdy shit is that?

Well..on the other side of the world..,the prince didn't call or leave a message....guess he is really buzy...hope he don't forget me...miss him alot...can't wait for his summer holiday to return...bt time does fly...still wish he could be online everyday...I wish so hard....

By the way...,love my BF's....don't know where I would find my support and courage in the society if it wasn't for them....I would totally miss them when we are going to separate and move on to study or live our lives...but still our friendship will never die off.... FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!

Level 6 :{Black Out}

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need rest....,serious rest...can't help it...full schedule...non-stop exam on everything....my brain is getting on fire....need to cool down....and that damn school wouldn't give us a break even Saturday is schooling.....talk about some idiots...which are so irritating...throwing homework like a rubbish for us to clear it...
Anyway.........forgot about when my prince is coming back...too buzy...after all he didn't remeber to call either so what can I do...there are lots of things which are more important....but still hope he remembers...
Well....,that Bitch Dog seems to mind her own shit now...,but still smells worst than a shit....and seems like her followers are getting least..wuahahahaha........
Lastly...most happy thing in my life...got back our friend from a Slut.....so happy...sisters reunion......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!woohooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Level 5 :{Needles Through Heart}

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ tears...just too sad..too hurt to hold it back...how could this be...?I can't believe it...my prince's sis told me that maybe he hate us...don't know why...but he didn't pick up any of our call...even didn't find me after he blow me off asking me to be online...so hurt...but what can I do...I respect his choice...Its just so sad that I feel my faith to him is starting to fade...like he is going to find a girl out there....but even if that happens I won't give it up waiting...
So many qestions...just felt like something is going on there...why does every day is like a needle piercing through my heart.... I though he would reply me messages after so long...but no respond...what to do...maybe he is so busy...that he forgot to call or to pick up...or even remember his promise...well we are oceans apart...so as a princess...I have to be patient and wait no matters how long and how tiring...I have to keep my faith....
Well....everything is just normal...just a bunch of schoolworks given by idiots...and piano exams that is coming up...and bitch dog is not bothering me for the timing...just want to say to my prince...really love and mizz him alot....

Level 4 :{Complicated}

Don't know what should I be.....well actually very very sad....because my prince told me to be online on our 1 month...but guess he turned me up....kept me waiting because it was such a great chance..but nothing.... just plain dissapointment...very very hurt.....maybe he forgot.., but why he asked me to be there when he forgot..,or maybe something came up... but whatever it is...,its just very sad....a sudden sadness wash away my happiness....just so unfair to me...so so unfair...
Well.....that was just a begining I guess...that bitch dog keep acting like she is the boss again!!!!!!!so hate her!!!!!!!!such a plastic...clean, hard,PLASTIC!!!!!!!!!even a dog wouldn't want to get near her... hahahaha....she really is such a MAJOR SLUT!!!!!!!!!
Anyway...,so happy more of my great accompanion start to know her character...so they also felt irritated...interested to join me and my partner's plan...that's why I said that don't mess with us...we can be very very mean and cruel....play a game with us and we will play it till the end...cause we have alot of spare tools....
Waaaaaaaa..........where is my prince..? why does he have to treat me like this...I just wish he could take me away...leave all these trouble and stress behind....T.T.T.T.T.T......., don't he know that it is very tiring and suffering to wait....I can't take those tears anymore....,can't hold much longer...what did I do wrong..?why do you keep giving me a little happiness and wash them away with dissapoinment?what do you want me to do so that you will get my message...?please...PLEASE....just a voice from you or a message from you...that will be enough for me to face my stress and trouble...or even give me the strength to keep waiting...just a "hi" will do...I don't ask for more....really...
Wordless...very very conflict....feel like giving up my life...too much trouble...stress...and too much of waiting...too hurt...speechless...just too much things that keep coming....too much...

Level 3 :{Just A Shadow}

A kind of feeling that is so hard to explain....feels like I am treated like a shadow....only seen when the sun comes out but is ignore when darkness is in the air...A shadow that is easily forgotten and stepped on because they feel that it is nothing special...
Well...,I am just like that only something special happened to me then people will notice..but I don't care about my existance...It's just that they stepped on me because I am not like the others..,always do things right and are always perfect....
Guess maybe that's why the prince hardly keep in touch with me..,because I am not miss perfect because I am just an unimportant person in life like a shadow...only need me when really needed but it's ok with me though it's hurting...I'll get used to it soon...just a matter of time...
Anyway.....I am the kind of person who keeps all the feelings inside when being stepped or forgotten and just share with some understanding friends...but unfortunately...I still can't find a person who really understands....because all of them that I share with never been in my situation before...so yeah,...I don't blame them....

Level 2 :{Huge Waves}

Still no news from the prince...maybe those assigment keeps on burrying him until he can't even see the world...So sad that this time no wishes from him when I am going to the state level debate...maybe he forgot..,yeah..too much assigment to care until there is no time for him to reply a message or to me...but actually I am so concern because I don't know how long I can hold til he comes back...don't anyone know that waiting is a tiring thing especially when the distance is an cean apart...but I still keep my faith...because I trust him....
By the way,debate is here...so nervous and happy...,state level..,must win...because its my last year...talk about that,SPM is near too...but my results are just enough for me to breath..so gotta try even harder...worst is those idiot will give us more pressure...now we are treated like robots....man..when can we be humans again...?
Anyway...that bitch dog is such a slut...,I just can't stand her...how can she act so smoothly...making people believe in her lies...!!!!!!!!maybe she does black magic...no wonder people will fall in her trap...poor innocent people....they are her guinea pig....
Well...,stress out in everything...really really hope for miracles to happen...but most of all really love the prince...maybe that's why I miss him so so much...and keep me holding on and waitng for his return...

Level 1:{Sorrow}

The prince didn't call for days and almost a month....,but I understand because it is school days...burried with assigment,so reasonable to be excuse.I don't know what made me so sad...maybe its because I try my best to keep in touch even though I am burried with even more assigment,but he just doesn't show he is tyrying..,so what can I do..,besides we are so far apart...like "across the big ocean" far...
Well life has to go on...,and worst is friends problem pops out when there is so much to buzz..., and hurting words come out when missunderstood seems to happen,but can't find anytime to talk recently...too busy with assigment given by those idiot who thinks we are like robots...
Anyway..,hate that bitch dog alot...so mad...who she think she is..?queen bee...?pur-lease..., more like a loser...,so "genius" and worst..,so good in acting...maybe she could be an acter..,yeah..but thats impossible cause even the director won't get a "genius" martian to do it.. hate it the way she act all going "I am so innocent"...YUCK!!!!!!!!!! makes me hate her even more...
So glad my partner is like my clone...,so we are like ver mean..seriously..,if we are together..,so we plan to sabotage that bitch dog for messing with our lifes...,so don't ever mess with us...really..,cause we don't know what we can do..and its very extreme...without considering any situation....
Guess it ends here...miss the prince...,hate that BITCH DOG!!!! and don't know what's gonna happen tommorow or even the next second...