Level 4 :{Complicated}

Don't know what should I be.....well actually very very sad....because my prince told me to be online on our 1 month...but guess he turned me up....kept me waiting because it was such a great chance..but nothing.... just plain dissapointment...very very hurt.....maybe he forgot.., but why he asked me to be there when he forgot..,or maybe something came up... but whatever it is...,its just very sad....a sudden sadness wash away my happiness....just so unfair to me...so so unfair...
Well.....that was just a begining I guess...that bitch dog keep acting like she is the boss again!!!!!!!so hate her!!!!!!!!such a plastic...clean, hard,PLASTIC!!!!!!!!!even a dog wouldn't want to get near her... hahahaha....she really is such a MAJOR SLUT!!!!!!!!!
Anyway...,so happy more of my great accompanion start to know her character...so they also felt irritated...interested to join me and my partner's plan...that's why I said that don't mess with us...we can be very very mean and cruel....play a game with us and we will play it till the end...cause we have alot of spare tools....
Waaaaaaaa..........where is my prince..? why does he have to treat me like this...I just wish he could take me away...leave all these trouble and stress behind....T.T.T.T.T.T......., don't he know that it is very tiring and suffering to wait....I can't take those tears anymore....,can't hold much longer...what did I do wrong..?why do you keep giving me a little happiness and wash them away with dissapoinment?what do you want me to do so that you will get my message...?please...PLEASE....just a voice from you or a message from you...that will be enough for me to face my stress and trouble...or even give me the strength to keep waiting...just a "hi" will do...I don't ask for more....really...
Wordless...very very conflict....feel like giving up my life...too much trouble...stress...and too much of waiting...too hurt...speechless...just too much things that keep coming....too much...