Heavy Loads........too heavy.....

I am specchless..........trully speechless.......guess the prince love blonde hair more than black hair........and life is just not the the same anymore......not that I am too over reacting but......what I wish for quitely never seems to achieve even abit.......
Anyway....its so so so sad that my best BFF's is pulling this line longer over the distance that I can't even see her..............maybe its time for me to jsut let go of all of my loads.......I very very tired carrying all these......and it causes me to be sspechless now................